Aug 23

Disagreement

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So, EverQuest and I had a disagreement … It crashed and I did “rm -fR” on it. This is after I spent a day and a half installing Fedora 11 and getting everything set up so I could play. Zone from Guild Hall to Plane of Time, Time to The Void, The Void to *CRASH*. . Two hours later? Still crashing, so I gave up on EverQuest and put EVE Online back on my computer; it’s working like a dream. I’ve been debating quitting EverQuest recently any ways, I don’t have the time to play like I would like to and with EVE there’s no time commitment, or endless grinding of experience of any kind.

If you didn’t get it from that last paragraph; I’m finally Microsoft free. The only program I’m running under WINE right now is EVE, and EverQuest if I can ever get it working again. Three computers in my house (apartment) and all three running some flavour of Linux. Only had two problems with it so far. First EverQuest doesn’t work, second, I can’t seem to sync my Palm Z22 with Evolution or Thunderbird. Small tragedy, I’ll live.

I shouldn’t write this but for some reason I feel like sharing. Don’t read this … writing it made me feel better I guess.

Me and people don’t really get along well; I’ve never figured out why. Friends? Sure, I’ve got a few but being alone never really bothered me, until recently. Girlfriends? Absolutely … works fantastic for a couple years then it all goes to hell with a 12-pack of C4. Never ends well either; get stalked, harassed, called at all hours of the night with crying, or just called and hung up on. Sometimes, just want to give up. Can count my girlfriends on half of one hand, the number of years takes two hands. I was happy being who I was, unattached, free, happy, and only have to buy and do what I want. That’s why it happened isn’t it? I wasn’t happy or free, just alone. Can’t like you, nothing like you, so different, head spinny. Smiling. Why you? I bet you don’t even like me. Never say anything, better to have a friend than a dream gone bad and a friend lost. Told two people, way too many, you’ll find out. I’m ranting, nobody’s listening, time for a drink. Basshunter – Angel in the night <- awesome awesome awesome song, doubt I’ll sleep so repeat it is.

If you feel sorry for me, don’t tell me, ever. Didn’t really want to put this in here but meh, I can come back in a few years and say “that’s when I wanted to do something, that’s when I should have”.