So yea, I meant to actually go and post something worth reading…9 days ago? whoops lol. Had a lot going on, school midterms and all. Been thinking too much also; most of it on the same topic. It’s such a simple thing, and I still have yet to find someone who can answer it for me. What is love? So many people claim to know about it, feel it for something or someone…but what is it? Eros? yup! Agape? yup! what else? if that’s all there really is…that sucks lol. Can someone tell me? Please? maybe I’ll start sleeping again.
heh, my poor blog, it’s been neglected in the spirit of passing school; which I’m not going a good job of. I love school, it’s a lot of fun and I’m learning loads, but I just can’t seem to pass. The work in class is great and most of it gets done, homework…not so much. Spent all of Thursday doing 5 weeks of math work to turn in and hopefully bring my grade up from a 44%. =\ Suppose I’ll make a proper post on here on Tuesday when I’m stuck sitting at school for 5 hours. lol Life is busy, doing what I’m not sure…I need a job =(
I’m stuck at school, I feel bleh…like crying…hell knows why, I might walk out of class later doing just that. My hands have been shaking for like a half hour, nothing big…just enough I can see it if I stare at them. =\ Maybe there’s something wrong with me *shrugs* School’s going great, I’m passing for once in my life. My computers are finally working they way they should. I might be able to go up to Vancouver for DSL 2008. There’s no reason for me to feel half as bad as I do. I just need a hug from the one person I can’t touch and want to the most of anybody I know. (if you read this, this is for you *hugs*)
The one person I can tell anything to with no fears or regrets. She tells me everything and there’s one thing that I just can’t say. *sigh* I’m ranting again, and about nothing anybody cares to read…or will read. Are some things only allowed to be said in person? Do they mean nothing if you say them online, on the phone, in a letter? I’ll tell her one day, I’d die if I didn’t…or if she didn’t answer the way I ‘know’ she will.
btw…this video is awesome, it’s calming me down for some reason. So pretty especially at like 2:35 (younha and kim gun-mo - love that i will write)